space - void - gap
a sneaky awareness of gaps in-between-gaps gaps we fill with "meaning" and tasks... as soon as you become aware of how much emptiness there is, outside obvious emptiness, that life is just a big air space. we float.
what makes sense? nothing? everything? what do you spend your time on? it doesn't suddenly become difficult to argue for one thing against the other, once everything is floating in-air; it can be just as meaningful to sit and stare at the wall as it is to go to work.
you go for a run for the meaninglessness of it, not necessarily for your health. you do it to do something. and that's how it is.